Oh just now i read the article by Arundhati Roy published in Outlook. I am preparing for judicial services for an year. I have been studying law for last 8 years and to be very honest this time ( I love her way of expression) I couldn’t find anything in her article which can offend sensibilities of a person belonging to right wing. At most they can blame her for drawing bad analogy or saying what is not true. But contempt of court? Really? I am confused whether the judges are insensitive (for cancelling Prof. Saibaba’s bail) or hyper-sensitive?
by the way here is the link o the article :http://www.outlookindia.com/article/professor-pow/294265
I had an exam on 20th of this month and I am hoping to clear it. But that would be just beginning. In India these competitive exams consists of three stages. first is what we call preliminary exam. this is an objective exam. four options for each answer and we have to choose one which should be correct. for every wrong answer marks are deducted as penalty. So I am 99% sure that i will clear this stage. and it will take two weeks before result is announced and i cant waste my time till then anticipating and pondering. So I have decided to start preparation for next level. the most difficult and crucial. ‘Mains’ we call it and since result of my previous exam is out i have realized that i need to work on my language and general awareness. so again i will be posting things i read and this time i will try not to just copy paste it. i hope you will enjoy reading too. Lets start.
Few minutes ago, i decided to log out but thought “lets just see what i used to write and feel few months or may a year ago”. And i was stunned to see that i havent changed. Same inferiroty complex, envy, self victimization and laziness. Ha ha. But that proves that there is something really wrong with me. I need to figure it out soon. I just hope that one day i will write a post expressing how i have changed with life. I definitely dont wish to remain the same. Bye. Really important exam of my life.
Typing using my cell phone. Unfortunately no key in my keyboard is working now. Anywas as usual i am sad and trying to just calm myself. Writing and sharing random stuff seems to give me some peace of mind. Now i have again reached a stage where i am clueless as to what should i do. What i actually like to do. Such a simple question right? But i know answer to this question is really difficult not just for me but majority of people.
People are callig to ycott Isareli products i a hope that it would put pressure o Isarel’s ecoomy. Lets see how effective the ycott would prove itself ad whether people of this world ca stad uited for a cause. Its time to see how ma of us c avoid temptatio to drik coca-cola thikig that doig same will somehow help palestie. you ca call me cyical ut i guess that same is less proale to happe coderig that people have o methods to measure their cotriutio each time they avoid a isareli product ecause people elieve utill proved otherwise that their ow cotriutio is isigifact give where they stad i scheme of thigs. This elief is largely a yproduct of assumig that our eighours are ot doig aythig.
life is strage. is’t it? at times i try to cosole myself y keep sayig to myself that life is ot a race. so o oe actually wis or loses. so i shouldt worry aout aythig ut the i see people ad world aroud me. everyody wats to achieve somethi which makes you thik that you are doig othig i life. i tried to give meaig to my existece accordigly, meaigs which society aroud me fid meaigful. what am i sayig. i cat simply stay at home. so much oise. ow i dot kow why i logged i. so ye.
Hi again. many more things have changed. firstly two letters in my keyboard has stopped functioning out of sudden i.e. ‘n’ and ‘b’. so i will use straight brackets instead. reader, if any will have to guess. (y the way I was usig my olie keyoard while writig this).
secodly, i coult clear the etrace exam so o moey is comig my way ad my dear father is ot goig go give me ay. so ow i am asically o my ow. right ow at home sice mother eeds me ut will ru away i septemer. so i thought why ot restart my log ad utilize my time istead of eig sad ad ad helpless all the time.